i just wanted to say, im really tired of all of these depression blogs(that excludes grunge, punk, and indie stuff). But just like the stuff about cutting and being so god damn sad all the time but no one notices, and “Ana” or “Mia”. I’m honestly working so hard to get better and these types of negative reinforcement are bringing me down and preventing me from doing so. In effort to help myself, I will be unfollowing. I understand this is an outlet for some of you so feel free to continue. However, I also absolutely despise these, because I know first hand that half of these people owning/creating these blogs do have someone to talk to, the do have someone who cares and if you cant see that or understand that after me saying it 100+ times as well as showing it then I don’t know what else to do. Depression and fucking eating disorders are not a contest or some game. They’re real life for some of us, and if you would like to use them as an attention tactic please do not expect me to feel even the slightest pang of sympathy. For those of you who are legitimately experiencing these feelings or habits please talk to someone. please. you can talk to me, please send me a message and I’ll work my hardest to be there for you. Eventually you will be able to look back in 20-30 years and say “I made it. ” and you will, but not with out help or some guidance. please consider what I’m saying and I hope you guys out there struggling with mental disorders and other illnesses please remember I love you so much, keep going. Sorry this has been raiding my mind ._. I’ll delete it later.
Never apologize for how you feel. No one can control how they feel. The sun doesn’t apologize for being the sun. The rain doesn’t say sorry for falling. Feelings just are.